At least I see the same sky as you.

After the rain

"If you are going to be used by God, He will take you through a number of experiences that are not meant for you personally at all. They are designed to make you useful in His hands, and to enable you to understand what takes place in the lives of others."

I'm sleepless and exhausted. And my brain is fried.
I decided that I need a quick escape from studying. So here I am. This is my return to the blog.
These past few months had been a blur. It's like when your glasses are filthy. And you can't clean out the grease no matter how many times you wipe them.
Circumstances were bringing me down. I felt stuck. I needed a way out because I was falling head over heels. So I walked away. But it wasn't nearly as easy as it sounds. It involved lots of screaming and yelling, staying horrible things, emotional break downs, and most of all withdrawing from that comfort fix and stability. And then just when you think it's all over, you're back to square one, doing lots of kicking and screaming.
Ta-da! Now that I'm finally on my toes and back to being a happy-go-lucky, I feel great. There won't be a rainbow if it wasn't for the rain. Things didn't turn out the way that I anticipated. But you can't have everything your way. Unless you're a princess... which I sort of am. Then you can have it all. 
My point is, it doesn't matter anymore. The past is the past. Boom. It's gone. I did my best over what I could control and then I grieved over what I cannot control. The end.

I finished my evolutionary biology exam this morning! And I did pretty good, I think. Now, I just need to keep my game strong for three more exams.
Who else is exciting for spring break?