Sunday, May 31, 2015

We were built for this


I am forever in awe of my creator. Even though I am too small to matter in this world and even though I am unworthy of such love, he cares for me and loves me unconditionally. How great thou art! 
I am built to worship him. I am built to magnify His greatness. I am built for this.

Tuesday, May 12, 2015

Comatose

It is 9:40pm. It was another typical school nights wasted on boring TV shows.
This sore neck has been bothering me since early last week. I had to pull my hair to turn my neck at night. It was rather pathetic. Since then I can't do either crossfit or running. I am having trouble sleeping and even focusing during the day. And then I thought that enough is enough. I did yoga this morning to help relax those shoulder muscles and spine. Thankfully, it helped! Now I'm about to move my pillow and blankets to the floor to straighten the spine. Something has got to work.
I'm only 23. And I refuse to have neck pains when I get old. No, thank you.

I feel more alive this past few days than I've been in a while. What does it feel like to be awake after a coma? I've never experienced a coma exactly but I suppose that's a similar feeling that I had. Okay, maybe not quite. Bad analogy. But you get the point.
Now, what's next?

Friday, May 8, 2015

Lost and found

"Let everything happen to you: beauty and terror. Just keep going. No feeling is final. Don't let yourself lose me." -Rainer Maria Rilke