I'm bitter.
But when I finish writing this post, I will go back to being the strong and independent woman I ought to be.
Now I have a lot of friends. But there are only a few I can really talk with. Even so, expressing negative thoughts isn't my forte.
Don't fret. I'm not suicidal. I will most certainly never be because I don't believe in giving up.
Days seemed a bit dull lately. Gray, if I must pick a color to describe. Nonetheless I'm still the giggler in public. But I have been coming home feeling a bit empty at heart.
I try to convince myself that stillness is the move.
Stillness is the move.
I know that by the end of this week, I will likely forget this mind war ever occurred.
But I'm putting my feelings into words because I want to savor and always remember this moment. Because for the first time, I'm not just any cold-hearted bastard.
I feel, too.
Changes are good. Keep me up on my toes.
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